Work has been going okay. I’m pretty spent right about now. It’s just a lot to do with very little feedback. Which... is tiring. But...
The positive takeaway is that I’ve felt this way before. And that was when I was working under contract for those couple years. I mean I’ve seen the engineering parallels the whole time. But with the programming in the mix it’s feeling like real engineering.
That’s it really. I don’t have the title but I think I have the skill set requirements.
So yes. I’m working like a dog without much recognition. But I’m becoming better prepared.
I mean. I’m minimum maintenance at this point in my life. I don’t need the extra money really.
My stress levels are high though. I’m managing but not that well. I’m drinking too much. I’m not sleeping well.
Net neutral but hopeful.