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Male, 25 years old
Too Cold, Minnesota, Midwest US

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Career Opportunities The Clash

Interests: Music / Socializing / Acting / Singing / Theater
Homepage: (None)
Birthday:8/27/1993 (25 Years Old)
IM Type: MSN IM Name:
Occupation: Guest Services
Marital Status: Single
Sexual Preference: Straight
Religion: (Decline to State)
Politics: Liberal
Fav. Movie: It`s Such a Beautiful Day
Fav. TV Show: BoJack Horseman
Fav. Book: Golden Son - Pierce Brown
Fav. Song: Avant Gardener - Courtney Barnett
Fav. Food: Pizza is my muse.
Fav. Car: I prefer walking.
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Making strides towards CEO, y’all. - Mood:Good
Monday July 08 20198:55:31 PM |
I got the promotion. Pay raise and title don’t kick in until September unfortunately but I’m already moving up after being here for only three months.
I’m really thriving here.
Now if I could just get a better grasp of what hobbies I’d like to have and get my weight under control and maybe my mental health too I can maybe meet a girl then maybe? Actually I have been hitting it off with this girl who works where I donate plasma. She’s probably being nice cause of her job but she likes video games and that’s what we talk about so, who knows?

All Star Break. How’s your baseball team doing? Cause my Twins are killing it.

Anyway. I’m really hoping I can find a better apartment next year.
Sup with y’all

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I wish I had more healthy coping mechanisms for my emotions. - Mood:Good
Sunday June 30 20199:04:59 PM |
Quite frankly I just wish men were taught to deal with emotions in more healthy ways than anger.
Had two tough calls today. First was some guy coming in aggressive about placing a travel notice on his account because he had to "bury his daughter"
Twenty minutes later I get a call from a woman bawling cause her husband was threatening divorce and she had to remove him from her account and turn off her cards to protect her credit.
I was already reeling from the other one. I don't deal with situations involving loved ones deaths well. Specially this time of year. One week from today is 4 years since Ma died. Main reason I dont like summer.

Anyway I'm killing it at work.
It was a slow day Friday and another manager who's desk is near mine was listening to me take calls.
She ended up messaging me on our business skype telling me to apply for another position that she was in charge of

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Hey cuck what do you think of this guy. - Mood:Good
Wednesday June 19 201910:30:54 PM |
Handle time is very important where I work and is my biggest strength when you consider the stats they track.
Today some 95 year old dude wasted 45 minutes of my time doing something that could have done in ten minutes online.
Dude had like four accounts with us and we went over each card multiple times, figuring out what would he could pay, what his aprs are, what would be the best account to pay off first when you take aprs into account, so he could figure out what he could pay today.
And considering how many numbers were involved and his age I had to repeat stuff multiple times.

At least when it was over he told me I had his fathers patience. That was neat. People say the weirdest stuff sometimes.

I deleted my journal yesterday cause it was too whiny.
I’m starting a four day weekend. What should I do?

You guys I’m so excited for the Twins this season.

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Guess what today is everyone! - Mood:Good
Thursday June 13 201910:45:16 PM |

That’s right! It’s Dante’s second adoption day! I’ve officially had this little sh8t for two years, which also means that, as far as I’m concerned, today is also Dante's fourth birthday!

This dude is literally keeping me alive

Also I’m very aware I need to shave. I’m doing that thing where I grow my facial hair out until it stops and that’s when I shave. Trying to make it grow in more full. It’s been a losing effort.

Anyway sup
Go raptors

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More job updates. Namely, I think my team manager sees management potential in me. - Mood:Good
Friday May 31 201911:31:00 PM |
Finishing up my first week of working unsupervised. Still on the phone all day, but now I’m on my own, keeping track of myself. And I’ve been killing it so far.
I had my first meeting with my team manager. She’s really impressed with my handle time considering I’m on my first week, and really really impressed with my numbers on how often I have to put people on hold or transfer them somewhere. I have been taking too many extra bathroom breaks, lol, which I will admit. I do use it as an excuse to get away from my desk for a bit. But she’s already talking about looking into further advancement with me six months down the road, instead of after the full year like we’ve been told in class.

Anyway I still haven’t heard anything on my Facebook but whatever. Maybe I should use this as a sign.

If I told you the worlds cutest dog was named Cumlord would you believe me?

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Asking for a friend - Mood:Good
Monday May 27 20191:13:48 AM |
What do you do when you thought life might improve but now you feel completely cut off and like even if life can improve financially or whatever it can only go so far and you’ve completely lost your passion for life and you don’t actually do things anymore and you feel like you’re completely incapable of happiness and with this new low, maybe the psychiatrist was right, maybe each depressive episode is just going to be worse than the last one until something is done about it but you can’t do anything about it and feel like it’s too late so you feel like you’re inching closer and closer to just breaking?

Asking for a friend

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I feel very isolated right now. - Mood:Good
Friday May 24 20198:19:14 PM |
My Facebook got disabled yesterday and I legitimately have no idea why. I’ve appealed it but haven’t heard anything yet.
There’s a chance I’ll lose my Facebook and Instagram.
I mean it’s whatever.
But I’ve got so many posts on Facebook I look to look back on when I need to feel so not alone

I could probably create new accounts but it’s just gonna be annoying

Anyway I finished training today, which means I’m officially a part of a managers team, officially a rep, and can start trying to grow my career.
And now I have my own desk!
That I can decorate!

Hey do you guys love bill wurtz as much as I do?

I really wish the song comment thread so I could show someone on here that song

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I was really scared about today - Mood:Good
Monday May 20 201910:16:21 PM |
First day of on the job training at work. No time in the classroom. Just a short briefing at the end of the day. After five weeks in the training. I was really nervous for my first day of nothing but calls. The fact that my landlords were going to be in my apartment without me being there was also adding to the anxiety.
But I got through it and the day went by really fast. Only got yelled at twice.
I learned I’d really like to word in either the fraud or disputes department. That sounds so cool.

Anyway. I’ve gotten fat. The other day I bought a new comforter and sheets set and was really excited about it. The twins are gonna win the World Series. It’s an exciting time. Am I an adult now?

I’ve made a really good friend through Overwatch but they live so far away.


I don’t know how to end journals

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