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Male, 31 years old
Transistional, Existence, Eastern US

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Interests: Dogs / Dating / Cats / Hunting / Fashion
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Birthday:6/11/1988 (31 Years Old)
IM Type: (Decline to State) IM Name:
Occupation: find me
Marital Status: (Decline to State)
Sexual Preference: Straight
Religion: Christian
Politics: Moderate
Fav. Movie: in
Fav. TV Show: my
Fav. Book: field of grass
Fav. Song: mother
Fav. Food: nature`s
Fav. Car: son
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Quarintennis. - Mood:Good
Sunday April 05 202010:30:33 PM |
My serve is rusty. But it feels not bad. Second serve is hopping up as it’s supposed to. Every once in a while my toss is just the right amount of out front on the first.

My backhand has become a natural thing in the past couple years/seasons. That’s been the most satisfying. I can create with it rather than just release it. Definite sense of feel at contact. Understanding when a slice is necessary but trying to not use it too defensively.

My brother is my partner. Sometimes he wakes up past noon but any Saturday or Sunday sans rain is an opportunity. I’m sore in a very satisfying way. Especially since we’ve been doing match play and mixing in serving with the groundstrokes.

So it’s been a very successful use of quarantime. And I’ve been getting free food at the parents’ too so I can save my frozen quaranmeats. It’s really been kind of quaranfun. Not quarantrapped.

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Not flying. - Mood:Good
Wednesday March 18 202010:57:28 AM |
I’m not going away anymore. I’ve mentioned it a couple of times now but my family had planned on going to St. John with everyone for a week in an air bnb.

We were planning on going during the restrictions being placed in NY. We were planning on going when they shut down schools and bars and movie theaters. The deciding factor to not go was when St Thomas started making restrictions. Particularly ferry services that would have possibly left us stranded on one island or the other.

So at first it was a relief because I wasn’t waiting for the axe to fall but now it’s setting in that I really was looking forward to the trip.

I’m just not taking time off now.

And oh yeah. I forgot to mention that in my email to HR. I sent an email about an HSA and a 401k but was supposed to also mention that I’m cancelling my vacation time. I guess I’ll just reply I’d they reply.

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I’m not sure how many pills I took. - Mood:Good
Monday March 09 202011:39:32 PM |
I was in the kitchen two or three times since I’ve been home. I know I put on rice. I know I grabbed one beer out of the fridge. But where I keep my medication, which is in a little box above the table near the stained glass window, that box was open. And I don’t think I went to the sink twice. I’m pretty sure I only went to the sink once.

But the box was open so I may have doubled the dosage for maximum vent.

I was actually preparing myself for a world without YT though. To be more on point with the rest of the threads. I actually drank too much on Saturday and made two or three more songs on the Auxy app on my phone.

So now I’m just going to shamelessly plug this Auxy app. The noises are satisfying and the interface is really simple. It’s a good rendition of the several dumbed down beat makers have to offer. Patterns helped me last week. Looking at and making them.

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Always the same... - Mood:Good
Friday February 14 202010:21:10 AM |
having another breakdown, drive me insane.

But that’s really the problem I’m having again. Is a lack of communication. Not all over the place. I’m talking to my family. I’m talking to people when I go out. There’s many aspects where I’m able to communicate freely in my day to day. But work communication is my primary issue.

That’s what I stress about. That’s what makes me feel like I need to take my prescriptions. It’s the off shift. Is what I tell myself.

But it’s not only the off shift I think. I think it’s also a part of people choosing sides. I think it’s a part of a department that people have started to lose confidence in. I think it’s a part of a labor conversation.

But the part that I can’t not get frustrated about is when I program an inspection method and receive very little feedback.

No news is good news maybe.

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Somewhat - Mood:Good
Wednesday January 29 202012:53:52 AM |
It’s probably a lot like those uncomfortable moments. But for everyone in a crowded room.

It’s settling down lately. I’m only sporadically involved in anything. I don’t think it’s really chess like. But I’ve never developed an end game in chess anyway. I’m not sure of actually winning is anything more than a commercial.

Probably I should appreciate this is plateau over valley. I don’t think I’m subject to anything immediately. It was kind of immediate subjugation for, probably five years.

I can’t wrap my head around it.

Did I tell everyone I’m going on vacation again? In March. With three brothers, two parents, a niece, a nephew, a sister in law, and a brother’s significant other.

It should be good. I just don’t want to drink too much. I’m scared that I’m going to drink too much or worse, drink too much and fight with my siblings, or worse, drink too much and fight with my father.

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Additional stress on top of your stress. - Mood:Good
Saturday December 07 201912:21:54 AM |
Work was intense as usual this week. Sorry. This is another work journal.

I asked about an evaluation. It’s coming up on a year since they brought me on from the staffing agency. I don’t know.

It’s such a small business. I’m not sure how they structure that. When I say evaluation I am wondering if they should be paying me more money.

My boss followed up by having us record a schedule of our day. It was actually nice. It helped me stress less to look at a map of how much time I have to do things.

The last place I worked at had something like that. That was calculated though. As an efficiency rating. That was competitiveness that made that fun.

But it’s just sometimes not having all the answers that makes me get out of my head.

That’s what really frustrates me.

Communication on an off shift is abysmal so. The echo chamber is real.

I need another beer.

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